Its a scary time moving onto bigger things and into the open world…
Its my last few weeks left at sixth form, its just flown so fast – its quite unreal!
I’ve had some good and bad memories at that place but I wouldn’t change what has happened for anything, it was worth every minute.
A part of me can’t wait to leave and start life as an independent adult but the child still inside of me is holding me back… I’m going to be leaving my family and my amazing pony. So many mixed emotions, it’s kind of hard to hold it all together.
I’ve started to make friends at Essex and Essex uni, which is always a positive, but sometimes I wonder how long they will last? I think my pessimistic side is getting the better of me again…
A-levels exams finish on 19th June, its only a matter of around 8 weeks now before its all over & I get a three and a half month summer, can’t wait!
Just got to keep stuck in with revision and power through this rocky patch… Let’s hope it all gets better, hey?!
